Holly Moore, no more no less.

Leola deserves her own box. Leola wants to tell you what happened to her and how she feels about it all.

Hello, Im Leola-Violet. I get called ‘Luv’ a lot, it’s sort of a nickname. But one I never planned nor want. Anyway, I wanted to tell someone about what happened, with Bella and Mortimer and about how everyone in their own way is responsible. But, mainly me. My mum told me that this is where she tells everyone about what is going on in her life.

So, this week, I grew up to a teenager. It was scary at first, thinking about it. You see, I know that I only have so much time left in my life and once I’m a teen, nearly the best half is over. I was really close to a guy named Mick, however, when I grew up, to a teenager that is, we grew apart, awfully quick. He then became very close to Lucie-Anne, and seeing him with her began to brake me. 

I wanted nothing more thank love, and love is what I wanted to find. I had been becoming close to this boy called Mortimer. Funny name, I know, but he was so kind and sweet. He invited me over to his house and I met his parents, they were lovely but dressed a little odd. I went back to mine that night and realised that I really liked this guy. I then invited him to mine and he ended up staying the night at mine and we talked and read books and did things that I LOVE doing. We have so much in common. But, just when he went to make a move, he pulled back. He told me that he was married. That he was married to a most remarkable person named Bella, only they had grown apart after an incident. 

He had woken up married to a woman that he couldn’t remember and was told that he had gone through magic and trickery and his whole family had been made a year younger than they actually were. Bell, Mortimer and Mortimers’ parents were all made a year younger. They do not know what caused it. Mortimer was told that he loved this girl, that she was his life and that he could never love another because what they had was strong and that a bond that big can not be broken. He was told he had children who had not been affected and were still adults. Mortimer refused to meet them and Bella and him grew apart. They didn’t want to see each other any more and the two families began mourning for the loss of the relationship. 

When he told me this, I didn’t know what to say. I had fallen in love with him, and him with me. But he couldn’t be with me. It hurt me so much. I took up the guitar and started playing outside the theatre to earn tips. I was going to suggest moving to a new house, the two of us. We could put the incident behind us and move on as a couple. But then the worst thing happened. Bella died. It was unexpected and extremely unwanted. Why did I say I was responsible? Because Bella had been trying to reach out to Mortimer and her children and because he’d been spending time with me, he hadn’t been answering his phone. No body knew, and now her children are mourning, Mortimer is mourning, as is the whole town. 

I was stupid and invited him down to the beach, I was going to console him and cheer him up. But he said he couldn’t be near me when this was going on, he felt that if he hadn’t been with me, he would have noticed and could have stopped her.

Bella took her own life. Bella Bachelor died because of me. Not me alone, there was the incident. Holly, my mother, changed her parents a younger state and changed the way they looked because they didn’t like Joleen being a lesbian. Abbie changed what Bella looked like because she was winding her up. So altogether, it was my families fault that this young girl took her life.

I have never felt so bad about anything and will live forever with the guilt. 

I’m sorry.



As mentioned before, our family loves to dance. When looking through pictures that were taken of this weekend I found these two action shots. JJ and I had a great laugh at them, so you can too! 

As mentioned before, our family loves to dance. When looking through pictures that were taken of this weekend I found these two action shots. JJ and I had a great laugh at them, so you can too! 

We had a little old couple come to our house the other day and shout and scream about allowing lesbians in their town. I wasn’t best pleased and when they were sat on a bench outside a shop, as Joleen went in they made comments, therefore, I felt the need to make some differences. Yes I may be abusing my power. 

I made them an age category younger and gave them outrageous outfits, at the end of the day I still believe they look better than there old selves. *VERY OLD* I mean, long grey hair is not a great look, but the brown swish isn’t too bad. I wonder what their family said when they got home! Ehehehehhe. That will teach you.


Today’s post is only going to be short. I underwent a makeover earlier and even though people may not prefer it, I do. I used to have very squinty eyes, they are now opened more and I am able to see a lot better as well.


My makeover!



Today my two beautiful twins grew up, and they are stunning. I love them too much, I am so pleased, they could not have had a better toddler’hood. Lucie-Anne is enjoying playing with Leola and becoming better friends with her, she loves Leola teaching her about school and homework and playing. Charlie-Flynn is starting the “Girls are yucky” stage and has been playing on his own; he’s sure to make friends though. They also had their first day at school and looked as if they had a great time, Lucie-Anne is now good friends with Josie (a friend of ours daughter.) 

When the girls get home from school they normally go straight to the table and get their homework done, which they did. When the twins came home they went to go turn on the stereo and dance, after a sharp word from Joleen about peace for five minutes they got theirs done. Afterwards we all went into the big room for a little dance. As mentioned before, dancing is our family thing.

We also met our new neighbour, Halle Hartwell. Halle is a stunning young girl and loves her new life here in Riverview. I am glad she has moved next door to us because she has the same shifts as Layla and it means she has someone to talk to. Layla has also become good friends with her and they have been sharing interests etc. It means Layla has someone to talk to when Leighton is away. On the Leighton front, nothing more seems to have happened. *sad face* I hope they get together officially! Pleaaaaaaaaaaase!

Abbie has been having problems with her shifts of work and is thinking of quitting. *another sad face* Abbie says that as much as she loves dancing and singing and performing as a whole, she doesn’t like spending days on end, by herself at home. Abbie does get lonely and isn’t looking for anyone to fill her loneliness at the moment. Maybe she will soon though? I’m not saying she needs to but it may help her, agree? Meh, maybe I’m just trying to play cupid.

I was meant to be doing redecorating for a girl this weekend as I mentioned before, however, that girl was Halle and she was meant to live in our garden (not literally) but the services said that with three children we were not allowed. Do not know why, but hey. That means until we are one member down in the family, she is unable to come live with us. Layla did tell me about her dream, where she married Leighton and went to live with him.. *pleaaaaase* I do not want to get rid of Layla, but I lovvvvvvvvvvvvve Halle, and her views on the world. 

Expect pictures of today, the funny makeover we did for april fools (still not sure what april is) and of different hairstyles and colours that we tried out. Free makeover weekend at our local salon, yayayayaay! 


Today is a new day and after feeling so dreadful about yesterday and my lack of activity, I have decided I really need to get on and do something with the day! Due to my camera breaking, all I’ve been able to do is post up old photos! I really feel I ought to go and measure up the land next to us, you see we are about to begin a big project! EEEEE. I’m so excited! 

We are having a girl come and join us, she’s meant to be lovely. I am extremely excited; JJ and I are really looking forward to giving her a home. It’s not like a ‘daughter’ thing. We have been told that she is a young adult and just needs somewhere to stay. Hopefully, forever?

Anyway, like I was saying, today I need to get on and do something because tomorrow we begin the redecorating. 

Also, after yesterday there has been many posts about Joleen. Joleen is growing up and prefers to learn her lessons the hard way, of course I told her it was wrong and highly discouraged her to carry on. Hence why she stopped! Joleen is a toughnut and will get better, it is hard for her. At least she has been accepted and no I don’t mind how she is, we’ve always known really. Mother may have minded but I don’t think she cares after.. Well I just don’t think she cares. 

I must be getting on and letting you know that I’m going to try not to be online today so that I can focus. It’s going to be hard but hey! I’m going to give it a go. Also, I’ve tried not to use ‘!’ I’m sorry, but it’s not worked! I love them too much! They are my favourite bit of punctuation! 

Right, I’ve now spent too long writing this and need to really get on! Goodbye online! It’s going to be hard. :(